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[Jun. 4th, 2009|06:44 am] |
i graduate in one day. thank fucking god. today i have to sit through another miserable day of graduation practice and listen to everybody be fucking stupid. i hope they all die.
so i think the drama bullshit is over. i don't know/care. it's fucking summer and everything better be fantastic. |
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[Jun. 1st, 2009|10:02 pm] |
i have so much to say, but i don't want to say it.
i've changed and i like it. fuck you :]
long hair don't care |
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[Jan. 21st, 2009|04:55 pm] |
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have you ever been afraid to say the simple word yes? one word, three letters, but you know it could change how you see yourself and how those who know percieve you. i just want to leave. that's all. "i have no desire to see through my own eyes anymore." |
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[Jan. 8th, 2009|06:15 am] |
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i am stressed as bawlzzzzzzz. |
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[Dec. 24th, 2008|11:38 am] |
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you always find a way to piss me off. always. i'm over your constant lying. what you're lying about doesn't bother me so i don't understand why you do it. you're a complete asshole and i would prefer it if you would die a slow, painful, unexpected death. i've forgiven you enough. you complain about how terrible and lonely your life is BUT YOU MAKE IT THAT WAY. you give people who care about you reasons to leave. reasons to hate you. i wish i could watch you detoriate. slowly unraveling into nothing. fuck, you are almost there. |
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[Dec. 20th, 2008|05:33 pm] |
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so i got my first acceptance letter today. it feels amazing. i know i have at least one major university that accepted me into their political science program. it's just scary though....i have no idea what i am going to do with the rest of my life but i hope to fucking god it is better, more fufilling, than high school.
as for everything else it's still whatever. i am still breathing and disliking the majority of the world. |
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[Nov. 28th, 2008|11:52 am] |
hey.
it's been awhile. things started to get good, and now they are sucking really bad. i feel like complete shit.
i have to go mail my college shit today, fucking great. sdhfaslfkhsafsjahfa. i hate everyone. |
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[Nov. 5th, 2008|05:52 pm] |
i am glad to have finally realized that i am not broken.
things are getting better....a lot. it makes me excited for the future :D
hopefully everyhing goes well! |
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[Oct. 25th, 2008|04:11 pm] |
someone has it out for me.
last night was horrible. i was an inch from death. literally...an inch. it's a long story but the main point is fucked up girl in a silver honda civic.
today turning onto harmony road off of kirkwood highway, silver honda civic runs red light an almost hits the end of my car.
fuck my life |
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[Oct. 9th, 2008|09:06 pm] |
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it has been over 36 hours since i have gotten any type of sleep. i have wasted my life watching useless tv, drinking caffeine free soda and contemplating life's predicament. idk. my stomach feels odd and i fainted earlier. good stuff. |
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